Life is so unfair...
Right when you think things are going great, life slaps you in the face. Let me just say one thing. Men, are not to be trusted. You think you know someone after dating for 9 months, and then BAM they zing you. Zing you so bad, it stings and hurts to the point where you can't sleep. You thought he loved you when in reality, he didn't. He may say that he still loves you, but love isn't just a feeling, it's a commitment. A commitment you made to eachother. And he broke it, proving that in fact, he didn't really love me in the first place. He broke it by sleeping with some slut.
I hope he hurts as much as I do. I hope that the pain he has caused me is ten times worse for him, in knowing that he has lost me forever. Knowing that the friendship, and the emotional bond that we had has been permanently broken, and can never be mended.
You were right....you did fuck up, and now you can regret it for the rest of your life, because I will never return....

