Life for now...

So, since I hardly ever blog anymore, I doubt aynbody still reads this...although I think Erin does stop by occasionally. Life's been kinda rough lately. I recently decided that I was going to join the military. So, to get things underway, I moved back in with my parents, and am currently working on getting a job.
The only thing that's wrong with this plan, is my boyfriend. I love him so much, and the thought of leaving him is killing me. I was up most of the night last night thinking about him. At this point, to make it easier, I've decided that I'm not even going to think about the military or anything, until after I get a job, and get some things taken care of. I haven't even technically signed up yet. They won't take me, unless I get rid of my tattoo, and I also have some money issues I need to take care of.
So, in the mean time, I'll work towards that goal, and spend as much time as I can with Marcus. Unfortunately, he got an apartment in Salem, and now, with my car out of commission, and the clutch out on his....it's making it really difficult for us to get together. I miss him so much, and it seems that every moment I spend with him makes me fall even more in love with him. But, what is a relationship without trials? I know this is a bit of a cliche to say, but it fits....only time will tell.