My life...

Once again, I'm sorry that I haven't updated this. It's just that so much is going on in my life right now, that I don't really have the time. I will tell you this, though....I moved back to Oregon. I know....I didn't think I'd be doing that again, if ever. I went back to visit awhile ago, and i realized how much I missed everybody, so I packed up my stuff, and hi-tailed it back home :). Although, I'm not living with my parents at the moment. I'm actually living witha friend. Things are going ok. I mean, there's always room for improvment. I sometimes think I'm just a pawn in this big crazy world, and God is just moving me around as he pleases. I went to a retreat this weekend. I think it was really good for me to be back in a church setting. The whole trip helped me to come to grip with a kind of peace God gave me. A peace that told me, that everything was going to be ok. And that things will turn out for the better. I just kinda revert back to that whole, "God has a purpose for everything". I know that with everything that happens, every trial and tribulation, that it happens for a reason. Maybe it happend so that I'll learna a lesson. I mean, things happen everyday that help to make you a better person. I know that I learned alot when I was in Colorado. But, I'm not saying that I'm this brilliant person, I know I'm not. Just that, I learned some things, that makes me a bit 'wiser for the wear', if you will. Things that I could not have learned if I had stayed here. I think it was important for me to get away for awhile. For me to discover some things about me. I'm hoping, that through all this, I won't make the same stupid decisions I made before. I want my life to turn out alright. I want to go to school, get a good job, marry a good guy, and have a strong walk with the Lord. And, I think I can do it. With the help of my friends and my church, I know I'll be fine, and that things will work out for the best.