You know...

My title, "What goes on in my life...". That fits this perfectly. There are so many things going on in my life right now, that are confusing, emotional, and difficult. Mainly, the fact that I moved to a big city to start a completely new life. And also, what I left behind. I left behind my friends, my family, problems, and really big situations. The blow of hearing things from home is softened when your 1330 miles away. But, in a way, I wish some of the things I did, had never happened. I'm excited to start out fresh, but it's scary. There are so many things that could go wrong.
It's odd, because all my life, I've had someone telling me what to do. Mainly, how to live my life, and then scold/yell at me whenever I do something wrong. Sure, they're upset at my mistakes, but they were my mistakes to make. I feel bad, when my wrong deeds affect other people. When they hurt other people. But, after something has happened, it's happene, and there's nothing I can do to change it. The best thing you can do, is deal with is and move on. I'm hoping, that with this new life, I can start fresh, and I can make sure not to make the same mistakes again.